I'll go with: My goals/purpose/what the fuck am I doing?
Today, I pretty much realized every GREAT thing I've accomplished but for some reason didn't feel that rewarding sense of accomplishment, moreso "instant gratification". The problem isn't that I give up, I just simple lose motivation to do the tasks I set for myself from previous goals.
I start and go and then I go away... I don't run, I simple change my focus because I feel like it ? Anyways, the purpose of me posting this is because I'm excited. I started this blog because I felt my stories and experience were worth something. In the mist of living up to that expectation I simply lost faith in everything that I came to do. I lost my confidence that I can do anything and be my best. My attitude shifted and I honestly think it was because what I was doing wasn't challenging enough.
I stopped pushing myself because I didn't think I was capable of doing it all. Today I move forward, I know I can do what I love, challenge myself, fall down, get up and push on. Not everyday is going to be SUPER AMAZING... but I know if I pick up the pieces of what I've started and stop making up excuses, I will succeed. I will achieve my goals and I will make a difference.
I Challenge anyone and everyone who reads this (if any) to flip the switch, become your own coach and tell yourself: TODAY IS THE START OF SOMETHING GREAT, I am bigger than my fears and I will not settle for easy.
Cheers all.... I have re-named this blog and created another blog which I will be proud of! Thanks for everyones love and support.